As Angel explained, things will change as we grow in the FDR D/s relationship. If they don’t, how we look is dependent on that. There will be an us regardless, though.

While the newness in this relationship can be a bit daunting, I trust that as we progress, things will come about and show up, and life will happen. Life is messy and full of ups and downs, and while much of it is planned, there is a lot that we can’t or can’t plan.

I plan to be the best slave Angel could ever want, and things will just click into place. For myself, I feel relief, trepidation, and hope. I hope her plans for our relationship progress as she dominates my reasons to do things and provides me with the outlet to be her canvas.

I truly am looking forward to the day when she has me climb into a crate in her room to sleep for the night, and I can sleep next to her. Whether or not I receive a collar from her to wear 24/7, I know in my heart that I am hers; the collar doesn’t make it so, only her intention.

It’s interesting to think about the collar we discussed in the past; it is visible and always there. The feeling of having her beside me comes similarly while I am in chastity. My orgasms aren’t mine anymore; they belong to her.

A tail or butt plug worn at designated time amounts would also produce the same feelings and the control for which I gladly surrender…I am yours, Angel.