Too often it seems my words get the better of me and I wonder how it will hurt me and those I care about later and after the fact. Does eagerness for an overnight cuddle buddy make me a bad person? No I don’t think so but I didn’t examine why and what impact that choice could have on an existing relationship that means a lot to me.

The idea was reasoned somewhat and so I approached the person saying that I was potentially interested in and available for the position of cuddles overnight. This was not in relation to the fact that I work nights and it would put me in a position where the existing D/s may need modification. Not to mention there was talk about the possibility of sex and the safety precautions already in place. They were discussed and acknowledged.

Clear open dialogue is needed as the individual is poly, Angel is poly but we aren’t sleeping with one another and there is the dynamic. How would that affect the dynamic? I guess there are some conversations about things that must be had.

In to the breach as I begin the discovery of the truth of the way forward.