My morning so far has been normal as far as mornings go for me but I keep getting stray urges to return to the submissive relationship I had by putting my cage back on, yes I know that’s an easy analysis kind of thing…I miss the control. No I didn’t go ahead and put it on, but the feeling remains.

It’s distracting as one might think. Yes it also means I am thinking about Angel and all we normally discuss, and our fun time together when doing self care activities and other fun stuff like the impact session(s) and the discussion we had about sissyfication , to get any reading done is challenging with all the things spinning around in my head currently.

I know it’s something that some self reflection is due at this point. I know that what was once offered is not currently offered. In hindsight I wonder why I had a hard time? It may just be that I wanted and still want to make her life better, easier and more fulfilled. I see things that I want to help with and immediately offer help because that’s who I am.

Whatever is needed is a big offering I think.