Reflections on yesterday

First and foremost, thank you for being a dominant partner who has given me several tasks on a thirsty Thursday. I’ve been thirsty for direction, so thank you for helping me fill that need.

As a returning submissive, it has been similar to wandering around in the desert searching for water and sustenance, so thank you for allowing me to reflect while we were conversing. It allowed me to restructure how to respond and be more mindful.

Thank you for yesterday’s task of the library card and the book I’m to read once available. Thank you for choosing books, Sarah J Maas is an excellent choice and I am grateful to have the task of reading the book you directed me to. Thank you for choosing the first book in the series, A Court of Thorn and Roses, it sounds like a good book to read.

Thank you also for reminding me that I am returning as a submissive not a dominant and as such I should behave as one, not as a thoughtless vanilla plebe.

Thank you for reminding me what it is to enter into a D/s relationship fresh with new directions on how I’m to approach my tasks and how better to interact with you.

Thank you for your patience and understanding as I relearn how best to serve.

Thank you for providing clarity and clarification on the no-play as well as how I’m allowed to act with others keeping in mind that as your submissive I’m to ask questions when clarification is needed, and what constitutes acceptable and not acceptable with others.

Thank you for reminding me of the position you are allowing me to return to as well as what it is to mean for me and what is expected of me.

Thank you for allowing me the chance to thank you for all you have given me today, it has not felt right without your direction.

Thank you for reminding me to ask permission before sending pictures to you. Thank you for the tasks you have given me to complete.

Most of all thank you for being a part of my life, you are by far one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you in my life.

The benefits of having you as dominant in my life far outweigh doing life alone, from the tasks to the reminders to focus and to think things through as a submissive rather than as a dominant or switch makes me excited to get things as you want them to be done. I know that I won’t always get it right and thank you for allowing me to learn as I go once more.

Already I feel better about myself than I did yesterday, I know now what you expect, thank you for your guidance ma’am, for calming my worries and frustration and pointing me to the next best steps.