Last night Mistress hinted that subbie was topping from the bottom again. Bad subbie.

Recognizing that the push to check out certain books, was a poor decision on my part. They were mentioned once and that should have been all that was done. Instead of further digging the hole by offering up a spare cell phone with the books on it was also bad behavior.

In hindsight, this circumvented the sale of the book by the author who is respected and such behavior is not respectful behavior, in reflection, it was excitement and not thinking behavior that seems to have triggered my actions rather than accepting that it was heard and understood as a recommendation and you can decide to read or not read.

This subbie apologizes for repeatedly suggesting reading material to Mistress, the once and leaving the decision in your court to make a decision was the proper action rather than the ones taken.

Subbie has served and will be of service if Mistress chooses to allow him to do so.

Thank you Mistress for your patience and recognition of the bad behavior. Subbie will strive to trust that you hear him. This subbie will strive to not top from the bottom and repeat the same mistake.

Thank you for tasking subbie to read this article: https://fetlife.com/users/1126037/posts/10518248

It reminded me of how what was done was improper. Subbie will do better.