What motivates you?

Good morning friends, it seems like it’s time to share with you some heavy stuff. At least that’s how I feel about motivation, it’s intrinsically linked to the psychology of why I do what I do. Some would even argue that asking someone what motivates them to be an invasive question that is unwarranted or unwelcome.

That’s fine and in all this blustery rambling before getting to my answer is anything to go by it indicates that I’m uncomfortable with sharing my motivations but because I am also writing about it it also means that I’m willing to share some things that I find motivate me.

Ultimately, I just want to make more out of myself, to grow and become a better person or version of myself. I’m motivated to explore because I want to experience life as it’s meant to be lived, with new experiences that excite me and benefit myself and others around me.

This also motivates me to attempt to fix mistakes that I have made in the past as I want to leave where I am better than how I found it. Sometimes that means attempting to repair relationships with others and sometimes it just means that I don’t leave any garbage behind me when I leave. Cleaning up trash in the park for instance because it was left by myself or those before me.

What motivates me to write for you? Why I write because it helps me understand more about myself, yes this is selfishness I have that I want to know myself more and I want want want more out of life, if writing helps then writing is what I do.

I know that I’m a bit cheeky this morning because I’m thinking about my motives and laughing at myself a lot but in the what motivates me is the idea that this life is all a live action role playing game like dungeons and dragons, only this is without the safety of ending the session, this is life and getting the most out of it is important to me.

Originally, I began this blog as something that Angel asked me to do because she wanted to see into my head and what I was thinking emotionally as well as in my brain, my thoughts and attitudes about the initial dynamics at play. Over the years the blog has changed as my partners have changed and while the first Domme requested the blog, and the second was reluctant about it and the latest has indicated I’m no longer her in any way other than as a friend, I’m still motivated to continue working on this because I feel that it has helped me sort some things out for myself.

Thank you for sharing this journey with me, if you ever want to chat feel free to reach out to me.